David Thewlis' Lupin, but younger. We were all younger, a group of HP kids, or of my friends, or probably total strangers.
There were the usual difficulties with trains and buses, but he was always around and courted me assiduously. At one point he did something simple, took my hand or put his arms around my shoulders, and I felt a jolt of desire in my belly like I've rarely experienced. Later he tried with some bolder petting, and boy, did I like it! But we were in public, or maybe it was too soon. He was surprised and asked me if it was all right and if I felt something for him. I said definitely! Both in the heart and the belly. But I needed to go slow. He said ok. One evening we were all watching tv together. People knew we were courting but pretended not to notice, and he'd behaved like the perfect gentleman. I squeezed between him and a girl. He was delighted. I lay back on the couch and put my leg on his. I could not wait to be alone with him... Then the dream ended. |