I know what follows sounds like some Stephen King novel, but I'm simply copying my tweets after my last meeting with my therapist. Should have done it earlier, now I'm due for a session in an hour and I have to remember what we said last time. It's not her who wants me to remember. I need to remember, it's a compulsion. So here we go: (reverse chronological order = start from the bottom, I have no time to put them in the right order) cats=endorphines! strange thought for #TheBlackfish, I know. one problem: my therapist is brilliant, but I don't think she's a cat person. "don't talk about cats." wha? I can't avoid tragedies, but at least I can take them into account & not think about them all the time relationships like rollercoaster, full of communication gaps, always waiting for the eventual tragedy that's why I feel like I live in a different universe. but I can work on overcoming that gap in communications, now if I couldn't do it then possible solution is strengthening communications with myself. "got a problem, let's work on it little by little" so there was an interruption in communications when I was very small, now I still fear it & freak when it happens again |