Yesterday you made a small mistake and immediately felt like you had lost all civil rights. It's not you who always behaved like this. You have every right to be scared by this. No, I can't help you telling you when you will learn to accept your mistakes. Christmas was not bad because you managed to feel very little. Nothing negative happened: it's just safer not to feel joy or love, beside negative emotions. But I don't feel like slamming you today, Aelfwine. Your initial rage died down and now you feel more positive. You'll undoubtedly fall from your careful balance point very soon, but it won't be because of me. |