I'm taking this catastrophe with surprising calm. Anyway I'm almost through with the work, and I can't wait for a quieter time to test my new convinctions. Still pissed about the unfairness of it all, though. I'll also be studying more in depth the relationship between depression, serotonin, endorphin etc, but hell, you can say "I have thyroid problems" and everybody understands and sympathizes but if you say "I have amygdala problems" they think you hate the new Star Wars trilogy. Another thing I want to do when I'm a free woman is preparing the FOURTH TF ep. I'm realizing more and more that it's necessary. To put it briefly: Starscream has to be redeemed or eliminated. It's terribly important to understand myself. And then I think... hell, it's the same dilemma with the Dragon in "Dragon and the King" Please, just let me write. ANYTHING. |